I'm working on a few posts for you guys, but in the meantime I just wanted to hop on and say "Hi!" After 3 months of facing my NASA world head on I'm definitely in a bit of a recluse mode. I just want to wear jeans and garden in the sunlight and play my piano and make goofy faces in the mirror with my kids - all of the non-technical things I missed out on during my time as ADCO Increment Lead. It's funny how even little things like cooking and working out seem like nuggets of treasure - time when I can focus on my family and myself without feeling work-guilt or the what-ifs creeping in. Don't get me wrong, I love, love, LOVE my job - I feel like the luckiest girl in the world, but these moments with my family and hobbies are what fill my soul back up when work has drained me. What is your soul food? Tell me about your season in life!
From the moment of diagnosis, the road is rough, the learning curve is steep and the stakes are literally life or death. The map is less-than-helpful - paths originating from virtually every corner, coalescing at a center point (aka "diagnosis") and bursting back outwards - some paths cross and wrap around each other but others are isolated. And even with all of these roads, most of the territory is uncharted - how did we all get here and how will we all exit? Where are the obstacles we haven't found yet? Which passage holds the key to unlocking the solution? On any given day I feel pretty isolated with this disease - I'm the only T1D in my group at work, the only one in mission control, the only one in my family. I go through the logistics of calling insurance companies, ordering supplies, changing sites and troubleshooting malfunctions mostly on my own. Even those pesky carbs really only get counted in my brain, no group think for a meal bolus here. But there i
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