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Emotions Anonymous

Everyone had some great suggestions last week for today's Friday Top Five. And it is safe to say that I have all of them worked into the upcoming schedule, so stand-by for those!


Instead of one of those wonderful lists today (us engineers are good at 'em), I'm going to pull an "Emotions Anonymous" session on all of you wonderful NA blog readers. The truth is, I have been feeling sad about this here blog lately. Sad because my life is not that interesting, sad because I am horrible at taking pictures, and sad because only like 3 people look at my blog on any given day (mom, the BF and a wild card). Sad because my blog is not interactive on Facebook or Twitter; and sad because I don't really think I could keep up with a blog-Facebook or Twitter account.

And mostly sad because apparently not many people are interested in the marriage of space travel and Type 1 Diabetes...at least not combined into one blog-o-awesomeness!

I'm not testing out any new Diabetes equipment or coming up with any great D-friendly recipes (I can barely cook Mac and Cheese). Nope, I am just plugging away at being a plain-old Type 1 Diabetic.

And I don't work for NASA (anymore) or have any real exciting news to break about space. Nope, I'm just a girl with a dream, an opinion, and a blog about the two.

And now I am embarrassed that I even spent this much time being such a freakin Debbie Downer about all this. But I feel better. And I know I will keep blogging even if only for my mother's enjoyment (Love you Mom!!).

If anyone has some suggestions...feel free to leave a comment, you can even do it "Anonymously"! And thanks for reading, it means a lot!

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  1. A few things:

    1) I read your blog, and I very much enjoy it.

    2) No one's life is that interesting.

    3) I work in more of an arts profession, and my husband works in a science profession, and I always love talking to the women he works with who are into engineering and geology and stuff like that. I don't think we hear enough from lady scientists or engineers, so I'm glad you're out here talking about your education and your dream.

    Keep going!

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  2. I bet more people read your blogspot than you realize. I try to look at it everyday. Denise reads it. You never now when someone will come across it and fall in love with it. There could be someone out there looking to discover that certain type of writer. Good luck. Dad.

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  3. Hey, April, we read it all the time. GP and GM

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  4. www.SiteRanker.com See, how you are doing against "Others" wwww.EmotionsAnonymous.org with 1000,000's of Web-hit's per. Day VS. www.AA.org 's (10,000). Your Blog & other's, as a whole???

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  5. And so.. are you in EA as well, April?

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