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My 2/3 Diaversary

Today is my # diaversary ; an interesting one. Today, at age 33 I have lived precisely 2/3 of my life with type 1 diabetes onboard.  I used to think the worst part of life with type 1 diabetes was all the needles and finger pricks and judgment. But now, 22 years later I realize the worst part is actually time. Diabetes has stolen so.much.time.  Initially, it was time away from friends and social activities. Time to prepare injections, time to execute finger sticks (a full 45 seconds in those days!), time to recover from low blood sugars.  But now, diabetes steals time even beyond the mechanics of the disease itself. Time to troubleshoot malfunctions and sit on hold with diabetes technology companies. Time to compare insurance plans in detail, down to the preferred networks and formularies. Time to attend endocrinology and ophthalmology appointments. Time for the bloodwork and the associated waiting rooms. Time for lots of extra prenatal appointments and non-stress tests. Time for extr
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